I think I’m going to get fired. I’m panicking so bad.
Ty called me when he got off work and apologized. So we went to the firework show 😍it was awesome. It was an hour of intense fireworks loosely coordinated with music. I love fireworks so much so I really enjoyed it. Ty and I started fighting but we quickly stopped. Overall a good day. .and tomorrow is my day where we get to do everything I want because I played poker two nights in a row with Ty. Haha compromises.
imagine a video game where you create a hero whose destiny is to save everyone, but throughout the game you start making harder and more questionable decisions, and the game gets darker and darker. and in the end you’re just standing there, clutching the controller and finally realizing you were playing the villain all along
Called in to work. She was warning me that I would lose my holiday pay tomorrow. I was like uh ok. Lol like holiday pay on a 4 hr shift is not important when I feel this way.
Surprise surprise. Ty and I got into a fight. After poker they set up beer pong. Thats when me and that one guy talked for a while. But then when he started playing I was alone. It takes 4 people for beer pong and there were 6 of us. So me and one other guy and I guess he went out to smoke or something I dont even know. So I was bored and went to sleep because pong went on for hours. Then Ty got pissed that I was sleeping and not socializing. He kept yelling at me and I kept saying I didn’t want to fight. After a while we made up…but then he started questioning me again like “why do I have to be with you why cant you just have fun” and I kept saying he didnt do anything wrong and that I just was bored so I went to sleep. It wasnt a good enough answer for him though because he wouldnt stop. So I started crying. Mind you he kept threatening to break up with me the whole time. So when we got home he wouldnt talk to me. I begged him for like 20 mins before I gave up and drove home tipsy. Whatever. I dont know if we are broken up or together.
So I’m sitting on the sidewalk. Idk where I am. Ty and I got into a fight.
I had been sleeping on the couch. He kept asking me what was wrong and I finally said that he had been playing beer pong for 3 hours. So 3 hours of me sitting alone. He started yelling at me saying I didn’t have to sit alone I could talk to other people. I agreed. I said I didnt know anyone else but that I wasnt mad at him and that I didnt want to fight. He wouldnt stop. He wouldnt stop saying that he and I werent going to work out. I started crying and just kept telling him he didnt do anything wrong and that I just didnt want to fight. But he kept saying we already were fighting. So I just took a walk outside. I only have 9% battery left on my phone. Cant stop crying. I dont understand why Ty has to threaten to break up with me every time we dont see eye to eye. Dont know what to do. For now I’ll just cry on the side walk.